if I had time I would post more but who knows Rodalee

I have not posted and will not post frequently, but thinking about that is difficult. I think about the past this bisbee thing, but love, truly love this now, it is difficult because there is so much concern about the future, but the now is good. It all comes down to storage.

And then, so many friends and parents of friends have died lately. It is not that confusing.
But what is, is how to honor them, the network is not so good, I can not tell children of friends how much I loved and honored them. I have not heard quickly...

may never know, i will hold it lightly,

and then this death thing, or this cycle of live thing is even more confusing.
I want the life to win

and win

and win again